I Just Found Peace

I finally at peace with my new life, at first I was a little worry but I know everything will work out.  I have given two years to this relationship and I can not continue to waste my life on something that not going anywhere. I am at peace because I know I am opening my door for a better opportunity as far as relationship. There are more man out there and not all of them are the same so I can wait and be picky. Because I was not being picky before,  got be in this situation I am tried of taking almost instead I want the full pack, special order. First, I am need to be alone with myself and my son to know that I do not need someone but that I want someone. I just hope this father will be around to see him grow and to show him love but we are separating not him and my son.

Last Night I became a single mom

Well me and my boyfriend was on a means to an end of our relationship and I was ready to end it too. So I want to talk to him about a pay agreement between us like adults. He said he will pay for the daycare and food so I am thinking he talking about the whole daycare fee so I said that cool.  I told him that for me to get government help I need to get child support or we need document a payment agreement. Then I totaled the amount of the daycare and foods and then he was like, oh I am just paying half of the childcare.  So I told him that if you can not agree on a both agreement then I will just have to take it to the court. Then I let out the bomb shell that I was pregnant so he asked to repeat like three time.  I let him know this not to keep the relationship just letting him know what going on and I told him I will be leaving in a month. He told me that I need to get rid of it because he not taken part of it and it is not his. So I told him that fine but you will pay financial for this baby because you was OK with it while we made that bun so do not look surprise when you get a product. Oh my the way my name is Sheila and I start my journey today as a single mom with a son and a bun in the oven. Hope you will enjoy the journey with me and please be free to leave comment.